What was your dream?
From an early age, my main dream was to be involved in the
television industry, probably because I wanted to meet the stars! But also, I
dreamt of having a family. That stemmed from my childhood too. My mother had depression
so in a way, I wanted to create the
family I thought I never had.
When did the dream form in your mind?
It wasn't until I was 15 or 16 that I first saw behind the
scenes at a television studio. Prior to that I was thinking, I’ll become a
teacher because that’s what my parents did. I couldn't see a way in. I thought
you had to be special and that opportunities in television didn't come to
people like me.
My uncle John worked as a BBC Film cameraman and when I was
little I used to ask him how television pictures were created but it never occurred
to me to ask him how I could get into
the industry. He lived in Birmingham and we lived in Bristol. Once a year mum
and dad would have a catch up with John and his wife and on this one occasion,
when my parents came back, they said, “right,
pack your things. Uncle John’s going to take you around the studios - tomorrow.”
I remember thinking, but I’ve got school tomorrow!
When I went into this studio I was absolutely amazed. I immediately knew this is what I wanted. This wasn’t ‘work’. This was fun. I was amazed that these were normal, ordinary people from different backgrounds all working together and I thought, I want to be part of this.
I would phone up the crew and ask, what’s going on in the
studios this weekend? Then I’d jump on a coach, couldn’t afford the train, and
I’d spend the weekend there. It was these guys that told me about Ravensbourne
College (a broadcast TV training college).
I had a lot of dramas getting to my interview for that college,
problems with my portfolio, missing my coach negotiating the tubes, which I’d
never done before but honestly, it never
occurred to me that I wouldn’t get in. This was where I was meant to be.
What were the practical steps you took to realising your
dreams?
Ravensbourne was definitely a major step although, I hit a
lull when I graduated because even thought while you’re there, you have a great
time when everyone leaves, they go off in different directions. I didn’t really
have a direction.
My first job was in post production which wasn’t an area I
particularly wanted to work in. I didn’t want to be making teas and coffees. I
felt that I was wasting time doing that but knew it was a necessary evil. After
some time though, I started to think about how I could move nearer to a studio
environment.
In 1997 I joined Pearson TV which had a transmission
facility and studios. Channel 5 was broadcast from there so it was nearer to
live television. It was kind of daunting too because suddenly I had the title ‘engineer’!
At the same time my relationship was not particularly
brilliant but that step into Pearson’s kick started my attitude to my private
life. It gave me a real confidence boost because I was much nearer where I
wanted to be. A few months after joining Pearson’s, I ended my marriage. Within
a week I had my own place, my own possessions. It all happened so fast, it was like
there was this energy pushing me from behind. It was like my private life was catching
up with my career.
When I met Marcus and I remember thinking, Oh my God. I can
see us being together forever. It happening scarily early in the relationship. Literally
within 3 months, I was pregnant. That was 13 years ago and we’re still together
with four children.
How did you finally make
the transition from Pearson’s to working on live outside broadcasts?
After Pearson’s I went freelance and ended up working at the
same place as Marcus, at the Maidstone studios. Not long after, I had my second child. When I
found out I was expecting my third, we had to make some big life choices. We’d remortgaging
the house to clear a debt then Marcus discovered there were redundancy notices going
around work. We thought to ourselves, we are in really dodgy situation here so
when Marcus was asked to set up an office for his old boss near Manchester, we
decided it’d be a great opportunity. His family are up here. It meant we could
get help with the children, it would be cheaper, it ticked a lot of boxes but I
wasn’t sure what I’d do work-wise then one day, Marcus said, you know, I reckon
you could do the job I do. He was a vision
engineer for outside broadcasts.
I tagged along with him to some outside broadcasts. He took me through the equipment then I went
on a couple of OBs with him and it went from there. My confidence grew and so
did my client list.
Now, I work mainly on premiership football. I’ve also had some truly unique experiences .
I went to Africa for a month with the BBC which was incredible both professionally
and personally. I also worked at Wimbledon
and the Olympics.
What would life be like if you hadn’t realised your dreams?
I find it difficult to imagined. Perhaps I would have made
the best of it, concentrated on the family as a stay- at-home mum and found my fulfilment
that way.
What advice do you have for someone looking to realise their
dreams?
Always aim for the sun. If you don’t, you won’t get as high
as you possibly can. My late mother told me that and it will stay with me for
the rest of my life. If you have a dream always keep it in your sights
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